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When was the last time you were told you were cute?
"cute" -- who knows?
What was the last drink you had?
diet pepsi.
Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
amelia.
What is bothering you right now?
my stomach and current situations.
What does your last received text message say?
"i know he's or she's adorable just sleepin on my lap"
Last place you went out to eat? Who with?
eatery in the mall. with ashlee, jen, and blank.
When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
wednesday/thursday morning
What're you doing tonight?
tgif :]
What was the last voicemail you received about?
kristine wanted to hang out, but i barely got the voicemail today.
When's the next time you will see the person who absolutely takes your breath away?
wellll i don't want to go as far as that but, i get to see my boy tonight.
Where are your siblings?
east coast.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yep.
If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
i realllllllly miss coralyn.
Does anyone know your password besides you?
a few.
Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
who does that anymore?
How many serious relationships have you had?
one.
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
saturday.
Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
i don't want anyone to die, but he should get hit by a car or something. just kidding.
Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
no. :[
Did you have a good day yesterday?
no. not at all.
What's the reason behind your myspace display name?
the meaning of my name: in italian.
Was last New Years enjoyable?
it was while it lasted.
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
nopenopenope.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
yes!
What is your MySpace song?
goodnight la - i40 to california.
What is your current mood?
bored. as. fuck.
What else is new right now?
nothing really. still trying to leave the house.
What color shirt are you wearing?
i'm wearing a dress. and it's green.
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
spending all my time with my niece and sister.
Are you Irish in any way?
i believe so.
When was the last time you got a good workout?
yesterday. walked two miles.
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
no. just when the wrong people talk about it.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
my parents know i drink -and drink with me.
Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
she's my best friend.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
a milllllllllion times.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
making popcorn.
Last restaurant you went to?
hmm.. i forget the name. somewhere in daly city.
Did you have an exciting last weekend?
i don't even remember what i did last weekend, how pathetic.
Have you ever crawled through a window?
so many times lol.
What do you spend most of your money on?
cigarettes.
Do you like yourself?
yes. how can you expect others to like you, if you can't appreciate yourself?
What's something that can always make you feel better?
writing. and music, of course.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
i'm a daddys girl, what else did you expect?
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
toooooo many.
How's your heart lately?
its beautiful.
Will this weekend be a good one?
it better.
Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
not in public so-say.
Who hugged you last?
hm.. my mom.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeesssir
What is your relationship status?
i'm dating this pretty cool cat.
Who was the last person to come to your house?
stef!
Look behind you, what do you see?
a window.
Any fall plans for 2008?
the rocket summer in nyc hopefully..
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
last weekend in town damn.
The last song you heard?
buzzin.
Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
nah bitch nah.
If you had to drink 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
guava vitamin water!
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
yesterday.
Have you dated anyone on your top 4?
yes. currently. yes,
Has your number 1 on your friends ever made you cry?
no way, if anything she helps me stop crying
How do you feel about abortions?
pro-choice.
Do you eat junk food everyday?
honestly, yesss.
Describe your bestfriends?
the "best" :]
How did you and your number 2 become friends?
elementary/middle school.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
til about 12:30-1am. it's just what time i go to bed.
What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
bfff. best fucking friends forever.
Do you like someone?
yes!
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
not really. i've been man handled. haha. asshole.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
no.
How's your life lately?
good. i wish i could stay.
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine.
Do you miss anyone?
i will 2 weeks.
Is there one place you'd like to visit?
italy. :]
Have you held hands with anyone today?
not yet.
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sometimes i just sit in my bed in cry.
get the fuck over it saraaaaa.
fuck.
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| life is so different.
and so much better. this past week has been fucking amazing.
and all its going to do is get better. |
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| you know that feeling you get when everything is going wrong, but you have to put on a smile for the moment? it's like a pressure in your chest, a thumping pulse in your head. like you're a ticking time bomb about to explode. your cheeks get so tired of holding your lips up. you start to feel like you can't breathe. your throat starts to close up. and you can feel the tears forming in the corners of your eyes. but you politely clear your throat and blink the tears back. knowing if you broke down right here people would ask questions. then you would have to explain to them what only you understand. leaving them with confused faces and your tongue stuttering. so, it's better to deal with the pressure and thumping. then when you are alone you can hush the pulse with tears. and it becomes a little easier. and we're left searching on our own. |
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| i know i made a huge mistake giving him another chance, but i did it anyways.
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